When the Wedding Dress Doesn't Feel Quite Right

So glad I didn't just recycle my unread stack of Sunday NY Times because I came across this gem:  "Say No to the Dress," by Joanna Hershon, and her tale of having the ultimate aspirational wedding dress:

Picture ...the 7th floor at Bergdort Goodman. Picture the Bridal Specialist...clutching her clipboard.  Picture several Russian seamstresses with pins in their mouths...Picture the Mother -- mine -- and me: young, happy, tense.  I'm in the Dress.  

It was lovely and elegant and expensive....

I was rightfully grateful to have a mother who not only could afford to take me wedding-dress shopping at Bergdorf Goodman but who actually loved every minute of it. I wanted to make her happy.

But the bride herself was drawn to another style of dress altogether: 

My eyes had wandered toward something more bohemian, less voluminous, but in terms of big purchases, in terms of fashion, I listened to my mother

Yet during the many subsequent fittings, the lovely, elegant and expensive dress just didn't feel right:

This dress, which cost about as much money as I'd made in the last year [as a writer] had flattered my waist and -- at least temporarily -- made me feel like dancing.  

But I couldn't see it anymore.

Between the initial purchase of the dress, when she was financially dependent on her parents as an actress and writer, and the final fitting 2 weeks before the wedding, her she sold her novel, for a lot of money.  That changed things, among them her feelings about herself AND her wedding dress:

I took off the dress that we'd chosen -- my mother and I -- when my life had looked one way. 

She tried on another dress -- "a 1930s fantasy -- silky, backless":

I felt the silk fall over my body like a sheet of cool water, I realized my life looked another way now.  I also realized that the dress was a perfect fit.

"Wow," my mother said. 

Even her Mom knew the second dress was the right dress and didn't put up a fuss with the switch.  Because the second dress more accurately reflected and represented who her daughter was and was becoming.

Have you had an experience like this during your engagement, when something you ordered or committed to at the beginning of your engagement didn't feel right as your wedding date approached?  

Did it feel off because something about you has changed in the intervening months? What was changed in you? What changed in your relationship to yourself or others?

I'd love to hear your experiences -- please share below.

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Allison Moir-Smith